Tuesday, 25 February 2025

My True Love by Kay Yendole

 


You came to me in dreams of yesterdays

Always with open arms and loving ways

It seems my life is not complete unless

You’re by my side lighting my life with wonderness

 
Everywhere I go reminds me of you

You are entwined in everything I do.

It seems you are always on my mind

There is no greater love that I could find.

 
The future with you is a blaze of light

And like the ‘Tiger burning bright’

I’ll always hold this passion here for you

A love that is pure and true.

Sunday, 23 February 2025

When Winter leaves Chelmarsh by Irena Szirtes


 Do I alone mourn Winter when we welcome in the Spring?

     I miss jackdaw fly-bys at dusk;

     Dawn-black trees, against seared sky

     Like pathways in a brain,

     And sheep's breath, soft-blown

     To air so fierce it soaks my bones

     Like dry desolate water.

     I miss leaves staring from ice 

     Like Millais' Ophelia, open-eyed,

     Wordless in water, disturbing me

     When I was small;

     And sky-sloughed cloud,

     Melting gravestones, conjuring 

     Vicarage turrets little by little,

     Painting its own gothic novel.

     I miss starched sunflowers,

     Rank upon rank, like spindly statues 

     Guarding their commander's tomb,

     As birdsong drills the cold,

     Prickling and puncturing my ears.

     I miss the starting victory 

     Of sudden winter sun,

     Firing light-shocks through 

     Tangles of dark branches,

     And winds, worrying and whistling

    At the Bull's Head door.

    But then I see catkins braving 

    Bare stems, and tiny buds tight-shut.

    Snowdrops flitter in a slicing breeze,

    Lambs suckle, afterbirths shrivel,

And I'll be mourning Winter, while welcoming the Spring.
(first published 2023)

Saturday, 22 February 2025

Goldilocks Mother by Elizabeth Obadina


 The door slammed shut

With sound and fury

Rattling windows in their frames.


A gulf of silence

Swallowed the angry words,

Swallowed the I-hate-you-s

And love grew worried.


The silence grew

Filling corners

And her chair

And her hiding place under the stair

And love waited


Until

Plucking a lantern

From a hook on the wall

And wrapping a cloak tight

Over her shawl,

Love ventured out


Into the winter woods

Where the bears roamed wild

And the winds whined,

After the child

Who had stormed away

Stamping

And refusing to eat

The porridge that

Love set before her.

28th July 2015

(First Published in a Hightown Writers Anthology A Book of Delights 2016)

Friday, 21 February 2025

My Other Love by Jenny Hart

How I love my garden
So fresh and pure
Damp dew lies on petals
I bend to its allure.

Slight movements nudge the cobwebs,
Seed heads tussle,
Thorns and flowers tangle
Leaves and grasses rustle.

Cobalt blue is heady,
True blues are rare,
Evening light enhances
This colour vibrant there.

Yellows are iridescent
And white glows too,
As night takes over dusk,
All colours fade from view.

My favourite time is morning,
Those early hours
Nothing transcends the beauty
The sacredness of flowers.

Thursday, 20 February 2025

My First Love by Jennie Hart

credit: Jide Obadina

Dancing is my first love
The whirl and spin,
I yield to its embrace,
Whatever mood I’m in!

I hear the music swinging,
I feel the beat,
My movements claim the floor,
I can’t control my feet!

Fine jazz from Benny Goodman
And Lester Young,
Glen Miller’s ‘In The Mood’,
Their names drip off my tongue.

Move to the syncopation,
Steps quick and slow,
Music loud and mellow,
I hear the rhythm flow.

Dancers are always smiling,
Light-hearted set,
So much pain in this world
But briefly we forget.

Wednesday, 19 February 2025

REMINDER MEETING NEXT TUESDAY - 25th February 2025

House in Winter by John Bowler

Our next meeting will be in the Spirit Room at Peepo's, at 7pm on Tuesday 25th February.

Chair: John Ayres-Smith

The writing theme is:

‘Choose any book. Turn to Chapter 5. Open the 5th page of Ch5 and count down to the 5th line. Use that line/sentence as your writing prompt.’

Tuesday, 18 February 2025

Charged Emotions by Adam Rutter


Cara wondered aimlessly through fields of heather on The Long Mynd. Cara’s auburn hair blew across her face. Her white skirt flapped around her feet and she held onto a thin arm loosely with her slender hand while her dark eyes gazed mournfully down at Church Stretton. Cara’s walk slowed to a saunter until she could not walk no more. Her tears reddened the edge of her eyes with every tear being blown round the side of her face. Cara could not face Jack again, no matter how much she wanted to see him, she could not stand the thought of being hurt a second time, in spite of his undying love for her, she knew he will betray her. The grey skies grew darker and blacker as clouds cast heavy shadows over the hills and valleys. Thunder rumbled overhead. A raindrop landed on her cheek, she watched Church Stretton fade in the shadows until it became obscured, like her feelings for Jack. She searched relentlessly for her feelings, and then she stopped searching. A flash of lightning glimmered on her face, accentuating her fair skin against the dimmest light. The rain pattered on the heather, Cara sobbed as her hurt and anguish rumbled inside like the thunder, and tears flowed with the rain as they ran off her face. Jack was cantering on his horse when he arrived in the town after he came back from Shrewsbury. His eyes caught sight of Cara’s figure silhouetted against sheet lightning flickering in the clouds.

‘Cara!’ he cried.

The rain began to pour down. Jack galloped out of town, through the narrow valley of Cardingmill. Cara heard Jack’s voice rising from the valley. His voice was unrecognisable among the thunderclap and the rain lashing down, but she knew it had to be him. She held onto her drenched skirt while she struggled to run among the heather. Jack could not face this anymore. The pain was too strong; stronger than her love for him. Her flat shoes got tangled up in the undergrowth. She fell as she lost her balance. Cara could not get back up. Her arms and legs were sprawled out. They felt weak. The hooves rapid thud were felt on the ground, growing heavier and faster. They were as loud as the thunder. The gallop waned, slowing to a trot. Cara wailed and cried helplessly. She could not carry on running. Not now. Jack had to be faced. But the hurt was charging inside Cara like electricity building up to a high voltage that powered rage and despair. Cara was so charged up, she had the strength to get to her feet and slap Jack in the face, though she could not find the will to do it, she found the words to come out of her mouth.

‘I told you to stay away from me’, she said.

‘You know I can’t do that,' said Jack.

‘You’ve been to see Jane, haven’t you?

‘Cara, what are you saying?’

‘You went to Shrewsbury.’

‘I’ve been nowhere near the place.’

‘You’ve got your horse with you.’

‘Look Cara, I have not been to see Jane. D'you understand? I have not seen her.’

‘Just stay away from me.’

‘You don’t mean that Cara.’

‘I’m not going to listen to anymore of your lies.’

‘I’m not lying Cara.’

‘Stop it Jack. Stop!’

‘The only woman I love in this world is you.’

(first published February 2021)

Monday, 17 February 2025

The Shadow by Geoff Speechly

credit Gencraft

Dark is the shadow on my baby’s face

As I look at her in this awful place.

The soldiers broke the bedroom door

And smashed our lives; blood on the floor

Is the only carpet we have left; no, not we, but I-

For they took my man, and said they’d try

Him as a terrorist; he, who’d never raise

His voice much less his arm in anything but praise

For friends and peace. The shadow on her little cheek

Is red; she is so tiny and so weak…

I hear her feeble breath and mine begins to falter

Oh, I love her so much, my man-bloodied daughter,

And pray, with all my failing strength

That God may grant respite throughout the length

Of our poor country, and if we have to die

Let it be for freedom that we cry.

(First Published in a Hightown Writers Anthology A Book of Delights 2016)

Sunday, 16 February 2025

Lancashire Landing by Kath Norgrove

Gallipoli military cemetery                                                                                Photo: Kath Norgrove

The sun was warm and already hazy. Before us stretched the end of the Gallipoli peninsular; scrub made way for trees and in the far distance we could make out sandy beaches. We had arrived at the southern end, where on 25th April 1915, British and Allied soldiers came ashore during the World War I Gallipoli Campaign. The peninsular was beautiful and peaceful now, a far cry from the horror nearly a century ago.

We visited a Turkish Cemetery, with rows upon rows of white headstones embedded with glass panels, on either side of which were names of 18 of the fallen. As if to shade these silent sentries, trees were interspersed amongst them, casting a cool air over the 70,000 souls buried there.

The nearby Cape Helles Memorial glared white against the deep blue sky. On it were names of Royal Navy battleships and military Corps that had participated in the Allied landings. British losses are less well known but British troops suffered with approx 220,000 casualties during the equally futile Helles landings.

The steep descent to “W” (Lancashire Landing) Beach, on the west of Cape Helles, was overhung with a thick green canopy of Turkish firs. Named after the battalion of Lancashire Fusiliers who landed here, our interest was with the Worcestershire Regiment who supported them. The rocky water’s edge became an idyllic white sandy beach, the remains of a small boat still partly buried, with the jagged iron edges protruding through the sand like teeth in a gaping mouth. Immersed now in serenity, the beach did not betray the horror and bloodshed that it beheld all those years ago.

Located 500 metres inland, the grey entrance of the Lancashire Landing Cemetery reflected a sombre mood but inside it was immaculately kept; the grass clipped short and tasteful bushes and flowers distributed between the rows of small white squat memorial stones. Surrounded by trees with birds singing, in peace and tranquillity, 1300 faced towards the beach.

We sought one in particular, Private Albert Hill of the Worcestershire Regiment, who died in June 1915 aged 30. My Mum had seen his name on a war memorial at home, but the family never spoke of him or his death.

“It's Row B”, she trailed off; there it was, his stone, weathered but blinding in the midday sun.

“Hello, Granddad”, she said.

(first published August 2020)

Saturday, 15 February 2025

Foolish Valentine by Elizabeth Obadina


In the Hightown Writers Workshop we often begin our meetings with a 'word maze' exercise.  In this particular meeting we had to make what we would from the words:  slushy, precipice, delectable, cloud and juicy. 

Foolish Valentine

Delectable Delilah was what Jonas had always called Deidre, the buxom barmaid of the Crown and Anchor where Jenny and Jonas met up each evening after work. Its cosy half timbered inglenooks and two roaring fires provided shelter these dismal February evenings: shelter from the grey clouds, the grey slush and the grey buildings which lowered like granite precipices on both sides of the street. The cheerful pub also provided shelter from the juicy gossip mill of the office.

Jenny had recruited Jonas as her assistant to ease her workload as her department grew from strength to strength. She wanted her Man Friday and he had become all that - and more.

Tonight was 14th February, the day for lovers. Jonas had ‘magicked’ a bouquet of red roses for Jenny as they sat down for their evening drink and Jenny felt an unfamiliar frisson of anticipation. She was flattered, a little grateful and a little surprised, but not unprepared. In her case was a little something for Jonas. She reached for it but as she bent forward she caught an unmistakable look of love exchange between Delectable Delilah and Jonas.

No fool like an old fool thought Jenny and left the little something where it lay. No wonder Jonas always insisted she left for home first … to avoid gossip he said.

No wonder …

3rd February 2015

Friday, 14 February 2025

Midsummer's Day at Morville by Val Pedrick (for John)

they found a sacred place there; cool, white columns embrace,

heart-leaved mulberries shade; ‘proud Titania’ may have played

by an ancient tree – a still canal reflects – what will

await; unsought, sweet, unfathomable thoughts

in a garden of delights, two lovers, hidden from sight;

foxgloved fingers caress, playful lips press

incensed with passion, elated emotion,

caught unawares, carried beyond earthly cares, where

midsummer sun swags fragrant rose bowers

pale bell-flowers whisper through timeless hours

mutual ecstasies found, their universe becomes unbound

in a confusing maze of known, yet unknown, ways

the Temple of the Hours weaves its magic spell

in a garden, as in true love, time does tell …

(2018) 

Wednesday, 12 February 2025

Such Cruel Fate by Stuart Gough

Sir Richard Pembridge - died 1375 - tomb Hereford Cathedral
Sir Richard Pembridge KG (died 1375) sat in front of the fire and mourned his dear Elizabeth. He’d always loved her. He loved her when they were children, before she had met his friend Edmund. They were both of local stock. He remembered with some pain as to how her eyelids did flutter so, when in the presence of Edmund. He remembered her in many ways. He knew her as the beautiful young girl of his youth, as the wife and widow of his friend and then as a woman widowed for a second time. His final memory was that of her as the graceful woman that had become his lover, his wife and the mother of his son. She had known their only son for just two short years, before her own passing. A life taken too soon and not without its share of sorrow along the way.

He remembered his old friend Edmund St John who had died at the Siege of Calais in the year of our Lord 1347. He’d promised his friend that he would take care of Elizabeth. He tried to shake off the guilt he felt for his own life, whilst so many others had lost theirs. She’d married Gerard de Lisle, before his return from France.  He never blamed her for that. Gerard was a reasonable but slightly dull, man. He and Elizabeth did however, share their own guilt. Their old friendship and memories of fonder times had been hard to contain. By Elizabeth he had one son, Henry. Most accepted the notion that the boy was delivered early and by the good grace of God alone, survived that ordeal. He knew some didn’t, as the boy was born in the same year of Gerard’s death. Their love was just, he told himself uneasily. ‘Twas born innocently from an oath taken in battle and before the sight of God’. He told himself, yet remained nervously unconvinced as to his own reasoning.

He mourned his son. Henry Pembridge had died earlier that year, at the age of 15. A tear ran down the old man’s cheek. He gripped the arms of his chair tightly as he tried to come to terms with God’s will. No child should predecease their mother or father.

King Henry III was still annoyed with him. He knew that. One did not simply refuse King’s request to take up the post of Lieutenant of Ireland and think it could be any different. It was only due to his service with the King, throughout their hard years in France that Henry finally acquiesced. Henry allowed him to return to Hereford and live in peace with his new wife and their son. Some were already calling it the “Hundred Years War”. It was a ghastly thought. He remembered the mud and the arrows. Their rough, hedge-born, bowmen had won the day at Crecy and at Poitiers. The English arrows had swarmed the sky like angry bees. He remembered the French knights being cut down like summer hay. He remembered the hard winter and the sight of their own emaciated bodies during the siege at Calais. He remembered Henry’s murderous anger there, which was only placated by the intervention of his Queen.

Yet now, everyone he cared about had now passed on and he was alone. In this year of our Lord 1375, it was not time to doubt the will of God. He knew that soon he would join them in the Kingdom of Heaven. The thought was not an easy one. Whilst his son would remain an eternal youth, he would also re-unite with his wife and in turn her two previous husbands. Edmund would understand. Gerard probably would not. Would his accession be barred by his indiscretion with Elizabeth? Would her way be looked upon poorly in the sight of God? His body was wracked with pain these days. He’d unstrapped his wooden leg and cast it aside. He pulled the cowl more tightly around his shoulders, in spite of the heat from the fire. Death itself held no fear. Over the years, he’d seen enough of it both at sea and on land. His old dog stirred stiffly before placing its head in his lap. “Do you feel like I do?” he asked. He smiled at the grey-muzzled animal and stroked its head. “I’ll meet death as a man who has faithfully served God and his King. I’ll face it as a man who has lived and loved as he saw fit in the sight of God. I’ll face it with no regrets.” 

(First published March 2023)

Monday, 10 February 2025

Love by Jennie Hart


I may say I love a painting, a film or a book,

I may say I love the clothes you wear, the way you look,

I may rave about the blueness in a bluebell

Or the colour of the darkest, reddest flame.

I may rave about a meal I ate, or a good red wine,

But the love I feel for you is not the same.

To gain such love a person must be thoughtful

Unselfish, caring, giving, warm and kind.

‘What?’ you say, ’Impossible aspirations!’

But both must aim at these for love to find.

Love for another person is a sacred thing,

Existing in your head, your soul, your heart,

It may come within a moment or it may take years,

Love cannot be one-sided, both must play a part.

Love makes huge demands. It seems unreasonable

What one must do to gain love from another,

But to give without condition is the secret

For a person to be loved and be a lover.

(first published 10th February 2021)

Sunday, 9 February 2025

Interview with Emma Woodhouse about The Prendergast Watch


Feb 4, 2025 The Holand Press Blog
 
Following the story of Bartholomew Grouse and his infatuation with the enigmatic Jemima Prendergast, The Prendergast Watch is a Victorian extravaganza of love, loss, blackmail, asylums, art, suffrage and family secrets.

I wrote The Prendergast Watch in 2020 during the Covid epidemic. I was quickly caught up in the lives of the different characters, and it was wonderful at such a strange and alienated time to be able to check in with the different characters, to explore their world, to have the time and the space to really develop my writing into creating this first Prendergast novel.

The initial idea was to create this book as a set of three novels, the other two as prequels, taking the older, more gnarled character from the book and developing books from their earlier lives. These are still works in progress, and I hope, one day, to publish these too! I would love to hear from readers who would like to see this happen!

Although I have lots of fun creating characters and researching historical detail, my work also has a serious side. It seeks to peel back the layers of society, to explore the hidden, often forgotten world of the working-class woman. In The Prendergast Watch, Jemima Prendergast has suffered the controlling nature of her uncle for long enough. When he dies, she is free to finally discover who he really is. Daisy Wiggins, a poverty-stricken suffragette, seeks to empower Jemima on her course to self-fulfilment. As a woman from a working-class family myself, I feel a strong desire to explore the worlds frequented by the poor in Victorian society. In my other books, I delve into these worlds more deeply and amalgamate real historical figures too. The Prendergast Watch touches the tip of that iceberg.

Having spent many years working at Blists Hill Victorian Town giving talks and demonstrations about Victorian life, I developed a deep love of all things Victorian. After completing a BA (Hons) in Literature with the Open University, I then completed a PGCE and MA in Education at Worcester University, and have been teaching now for over 15 years. I am also currently pursuing my MA in Contemporary Creative Writing with Northeastern University London.

The future holds lots of exciting writing projects, and a podcast about creative writing too! Watch this space!

This interview was first published here:

Emma Woodhouse on The Prendergast Watch - Holand Press

You can buy Emma's book here:

Saturday, 8 February 2025

CONGRATULATIONS EMMA!!!


 Emma has had her first book published this weekend.

Congratulations from all of us at High Town Writers Workshop.



 You can buy Emma's book here:

Friday, 7 February 2025

What is Love? by Marie Sever


What is Love?

The dictionaries provide various definitions of Love:

An intense feeling of deep affection for someone; a great interest and pleasure in something.

What do I love?

My family, who are wonderful most of the time and maddening at others. I’m sure they feel the same way about me.

My friends who, as many have experienced, can only be seen over Zoom at present, but were there for me when my first husband died, and helped my daughter and me through a dreadful period.

Giving presents to people, carefully thought through and hoping I got it right, and receiving presents, many of which I can’t use, but smiling, saying thank you and donating to a charity shop. Love is not wanting to hurt their feelings.

My various pets over the years, despite my dog once eating one of the leather boots that I had saved up for months after recently starting work; the beautiful Siamese cats – mother and son - who would yowl in the middle of the night until we let them in because they wanted to come into our bedroom to tell us how much they loved us; my tortoises who kept escaping, the female never to return, and the male, Kevin, who came out of hibernation two days ago and is mowing down my crocuses and snowdrops as he insisted on coming out from his heat lamp to wander the garden in the sun.

The winter sun on a cold day, warming my face and giving a hint of better weather to come.

The first yellow flowers on my Hamamelis – aka Witch Hazel – that started flowering before Christmas and can still be seen through the sitting room window, followed by early daffodils, snowdrops and crocus, all heralding Spring.

Rain after a long period of dry weather, meaning I don’t have to spend hours watering our sandy soil.

All these appear to be insular, however I love to read in the media of kindness delivered by strangers to strangers. I adhere to the Random Acts of Kindness concept, and have done so from time to time. That makes me happy.

Love and happiness should go hand in hand. Done right, love towards others will result in happiness on both sides.
(first published during the Covid Lockdown: 26th February 2021)

Thursday, 6 February 2025

Person with beard by Suzie Pearson


A love poem
believe it or not.
To ‘person with beard’
(or so alt text says).
A solid presence
A grumpy sod
A giggling school boy
(at least when cartoons are on)
A great cook
A being much tidier than me
A considerate soul.
Our child named you Beard Face.
And why not?
Love you, Beard Face






Wednesday, 5 February 2025

Heart Problems by Kay Yendole


 The only problems of the heart I fear,

Are heartache and the pain that's here,

Within my heart now as we speak.

Will it ever go away? This aching heart,

That twists and turns since we did part,

As if a dagger has been plunged there,

To remind me you are somewhere,

Waiting for me, week on week,

To join you on the other side,

To leave this mortal coil aside

And float above,

To meet my love.


(First Published in a Hightown Writers Anthology A Book of Delights 2016)

Monday, 3 February 2025

Pebble Myth by Kay Yendole

Is it a myth that penguins give their partners pebbles from the beach?

They search for the smoothest pebble perfect stone,

To give to their intended as a symbol of their love.

You did that too each time we visited a shore.

You scoured the sands to find the perfect rock for me.

And I in turn would do the same for you

A ritual we instinctively felt.

A necessary task to seal our love.

We’d take them home to our own nest.

From foreign shores around the world

And label them with places we had been.

They fill our home with solid memories

Of treasured times.

A myth maybe but fact that you my love

Are my perfect pebble rock.

(First Published in a Hightown Writers Anthology A Book of Delights 2016)

Saturday, 1 February 2025

Looking Ahead Through February With Love


 After our lovely last get-together of January 2025 - our annual meal at Peepo's attended by 14 of us - I realised two things:

1. I'd forgotten to take a photograph of us all :(

and

2. For the first time ever the blog was completely blank for February.

so

Whilst we pause, reflect and flex our writing muscles for a great year of authorship ahead, I thought it would be nice to look back on some of our older pieces of writing all on the theme of love. Many of you will not have read these before and most of us will enjoy revisiting pieces from the past.

ENJOY!

Our next full meeting will be in the Spirit Room at Peepo's, at 7pm on Tuesday 25th February.

The writing theme is:

‘Choose any book. Turn to Chapter 5. Open the 5th page of Ch5 and count down to the 5th line. Use that line/sentence as your writing prompt.’

Thursday, 30 January 2025

Kate Makes a Big Decision: Part Two - A New Home by Ann Reader


 Kate sat on the train to Southampton and reflected on the changes she had already made and those she would have to make to perform her new undercover role. Being on the train was itself one of them.  She had been told that possession of a car would not be consistent so had given her car to Kiera. Kiera was more than delighted as she and Georgia had been sharing. Kate was confident that she would make enough doing this undercover work to afford a better car when she returned, after all she would not be able to spend most of what she earned till it was over. 

The two weeks spent at Hendon police college, being briefed on exactly what undercover work involved and the need to fully immerse herself in the new role had been interesting and challenging.  At the end of it she was told she had been selected for this role. Others on the course were chosen for roles in other operations.  Kate was delighted to be given another opportunity to tackle the importation of the vile substance that had killed her brother.

Next had been an intense course in bookkeeping and general clerical work.  Kate had found this quite fun. The work was well within her capabilities, so she had spent time practicing her new persona and fitting in with the other people on the course. Most were women much younger than herself.  The back story she was given was that she had been working as a live-in children’s nanny on very low pay. The children had now got old enough to go off to boarding school.  The family in recognition of the years she had given up to their children had agreed to pay for her training in office work. She tried this out on the others and found it was not questioned.  She had taken the precaution of having some intense conversations with Kiera and with her own mother so she did not appear as ignorant about the raising of children as she felt.  She also harvested a wealth of stories from them and from books to help her disguise. The course provided her with a certificate to present to her would be employers. 

She arrived in Southampton and decided to walk to her accommodation; her case was not heavy and it was not raining.  A taxi might undermine her broke persona if anyone was watching her arrival. She bought a map at the station and found she could indeed walk to St Mary’s.  Her bedsitter was on the top floor of a Victorian town house, clearly in the converted attic. The walls were thin and she was sure she would be able to hear everything that went on in the bedsit next door.  The ceiling was the roof and the only window was a skylight.  Kate hoped the work would be finished by the next winter as she could see it would be very difficult to heat. The bathroom was on the next floor down but at least she had a wash basin in the room. 

She unpacked her clothes, mainly new cheap office type clothes and shoes from Primark. She had been given a clothing allowance with strict instructions to buy only cheap clothing.  No designer labels.  She was also cautioned against taking any such with her. With reluctance she had locked her expensive walking clothes in the spare room of her flat along with all her other personal items.  The flat was to be let on a short-term basis through an agent.  She would stay with Kiera and Georgia on her very limited visits home. 

She found the nearest shops and bought a few basics to stock the bedsit’s tiny fridge. She walked along to the port office and was pleased to note that her new employer was within reasonable walking distance.  She was glad she had timed it though.  She was also pleased to find there was a regular bus service.  She would have to return the next day, Friday, for an interview then work would start on Monday . She was not sure how it had been arranged that she would be selected for the job but had been advised to present herself as if the interview was genuine. 

By the time she got back to the bedsit she was tired enough to settle down for an evening of familiarising herself with the street map and wider local area. She would have a whole weekend to explore. At least the phone they allowed her was not too basic and she had some Internet access. She had been forbidden to access her Facebook account and advised to delay setting up a new account in her new persona until she had got a feel for her new situation. 

Every care was taken to ensure there would be no connection between her new life and her old life. She would still be called Kate to ensure no suspicion could arise due to a delayed response to a new first name, but her surname would be Barker. It was felt that different initials would avoid accidental connection. 

Kate had allowed her hair to grow since she first started training for the new post. What had been a short bob was now at her shoulders.  She had bleached it and reminded herself that she would have to be diligent about continuing with that. She spent some time that first evening practicing applying the makeup that was to be a characteristic of her new persona. She had never bothered much with make except when on an occasional night out. The makeup specialist at Hendon had shown her how to subtly alter the shape of her face with makeup. She hoped that no-one looking at the air headed blonde she now appeared to be would connect her with the mousy haired somewhat serious and determined police officer that she was.

Tuesday, 28 January 2025

Forest of Gold and Kings by Kath Norgrove

The walk was nearly over before it began. The forecast was for cloudy weather, but it was chucking it down with rain, so I felt soggy from the beginningThe 9,000-acre Coed y Brenin Forest Park is situated around the valleys of the Mawddach, Eden, Gain, and Wen rivers. To the east is the wild and lonely Rhobell Fawr, an extinct volcano in the Meirionnydd Mountains, and to the west are the rugged Rhinog Mountains.

This was once part of the historic Nannau estate founded by Cadwgan ap Bleddyn, Prince of Powys, in 1100 AD. The forestry commission brought it in 1920 and renamed it to Coed-y-Brenin (The King's Wood) for the Silver Jubilee of King George V in 1935. It became a Forest Park in the 1990s because of its outstanding walking and recreational opportunities. Today, Natural Resources Wales looks after the forest for people, wildlife and timber production.

The broad gravelled track north from the car park was through Douglas Fir woodland carpeted with ferns, leaves and broken branches to our right and Birch to our left, some of the earliest original forest. Beyond that was the raging Afon Mawddach. We had heard that birdlife was rich and varied, but we'd so far heard no bird song and hoped it wouldn't be this quiet for the entire walk. A substantial footbridge, Pont Cae'n y Coed, was to our left where we could see the river rolling down some rapids.

To get to a smaller, second footbridge a bit further on, we passed a rocky slate outcrop on our right, strewn with mosses and ferns, and just after that turned left and dropped to the footbridge over the river. There were some great views of the river and some lower level waterfalls crashing over rocks. In the sky, there was a slight streak of yellow as the sun made an attempt to break through the cloud. After a short break, we returned to the main track and continued up through the woodland. We reached a short meander in the river. In the nook of the meander were the overgrown remains of an old gold processing mill. 

In 1864, gold was found in a mine, not now visible, which had previously been worked for lead. Prospectors headed to North Wales hoping to dig their way to a fortune. They dug hundreds of horizontal mine tunnels through the rock by hand into the surrounding hills, looking for the gold-rich white quartz rock seam. It was a bit like holes in Swiss cheese, trying to find the one that contained the gold. Welsh gold is incredibly rare but has been mined since at least the Bronze Age. An analogy for this was finding gold in most mines around the world was like finding the cream in a sponge cake, whereas finding Welsh gold is like finding a sixpence in an extremely large Christmas cake. There was no pattern of logic, so you never knew when you could be inches away.

In its peak (in 1888) the area produced 9,000 ounces or about 255 kilograms of gold which would be worth up to £17 million today. The quantity of gold found was never predictable, and only 200 ounces or 5.6 kilograms was produced in 1890. In 1893 gold from here was used to make the wedding ring of Princess Mary of Teck (later Queen Mary) for her marriage to Prince George, Duke of York (later King George V, great-grandfather of our current monarch). In the end, though, it was not very profitable and only a small quantity of gold was extracted. However, the Gwynfyndd Goldmine continued production on a much smaller scale for the next hundred years, finally closing in only 1999.

More yellow brown and orange brown leaves fell from the trees as we crunched through those laying on the ground. Slate exposures were on our right-hand side with ferns, mosses, lichens and grasses growing from them. Small rivulets and waterfalls cascaded down the side of the slate, joining a small stream that went on to join the river below us. From here, we could hear and see the waterfalls that we were heading for.

The dramatic Rhaeadr Mawddach Waterfall was impressive with two concurrent flows created out of the rocks, which looked like it is now used for renewable energy. Due to strong currents, deep water and the danger of falling rocks, access to view the waterfall was difficult.

We stopped for lunch between the two waterfalls near the ruins of the Gwynfyndd Goldmine situated at the foot of the falls, which produced 95% of the gold found in the area. A sturdy building beyond the tunnel was the strong room where the gold was kept before being taken along the tramway up to the mill we'd not long passed for processing. Traces of the tramway can still be seen. The rusty door came from the old town jail in Dolgellau, which was closed in 1878. When the penal reformer John Howard visited the jail in 1774, he commented about how filthy it was. In 1788 inmates petitioned about the maggots and "nasty filth" in the water which came from the river Aran where sheep skins were washed. 

 After lunch, we walked across the footbridge just below the equally impressive Pistyll Cain Waterfall. With the river to our left, we proceeded down the track heading back to Tyddyn Gwladys where we'd started from. To our right was a large rock wall covered in green and brown slime with a constant cascade of water from mosses and ferns and all sorts of vegetation above collecting in a small stream, to the side of the path. Looking more closely, the very beautiful wall was all sorts of colours, from snotty purples and blacks to dark and light greens. We followed the forest track south along the river in a steep sided valley surrounded by mature forests.

We finally reached Pont Cae'n y Coed again. Named after a nearby smallholding, it translates to "field in the woods." Once a temporary Bailey bridge stood here to take out timber from the other side of the Afon Mawddach. These days, the new bridge serves as an essential connection for mountain bikers and walkers. It is also the starting point for the challenging 11km Volcano Trail. The trail's name comes from the fact that it crosses the location of Rhobell Fawr's old magma chamber. From its highest point, Moel Hafod Owen, you can see all the way to Cader Idris. For us, it was just following the path over the footbridge turning right with our right-hand side to the river and once we started hearing the sound of motorbikes we knew we were nearly back at the car park.

Photo of old processing mill on bend in the river
Gold Processing Mill