The woman opened her rucksack, and took out a camera. She attached the telephoto lens, and then began taking snaps.
The woman opened her rucksack, and took out a camera. She attached the telephoto lens, and then began taking snaps.
illustration: Delphine Jones |
Before the moon has left the skies, In dormant darkness I arise, I feel a spider brush my head And spy a beetle in my bed. I loosen latches, open doors Which creak and scrape against the floors. I find a chink and glimpse below; I see the gate is cloaked in snow. A shiver runs along my spine, As down the aisle I hear a whine. A child’s whimper seems so near, A sacrifice from yesteryear? I sense a chill from underground I’m conscious of a scratching sound; It could be squirrels, mice or rats, Starving hounds or feral cats. The panels and the plundered wings Play host to ghosts and scary things. I glimpse a shadow, near the moat And feel a stricture in my throat. I’m choking, and I need a drink, And so I stumble to the sink. I turn the tap, the water’s soiled. My stomach spins; it churns and roils. I risk a swig – it tastes of bog, Of swamp and mud, morass and quag. I start to vomit and to shake; I’m desperate for a swift escape. And so I head towards the crypt, On rugs and runners, frayed and ripped. And laced with boldness, nerve and gall, I vanish through the castle wall. |
She
was just a little girl. Acid yellow, wet leaves whipped against
her stockinged legs and whirled in angry flurries amongst the branches of
the trees lining the path home from church. She didn’t think of
herself as a little girl. Little girls dressed as superheroes and
princesses had been demanding her attention all
afternoon. Years ago she’d been like them but now she was
grown up. Thirteen. She’d been helping at the
Pumpkin Heroes Festival in the church hall to where
once, everyday; an age ago, she’d trailed in
a neon-jacketed-crocodile from her old primary school
down the road to the ‘After School Club’ half a mile away. She’d
hated ‘After School Club’.
Today’s
event had been organised by the new vicar keen to take a stand against the
tidal wave of Halloween related incidents ripping through the neighbourhood.
Feral children wearing witch masks, ghoul masks, demon masks, vampire masks, ghost
masks and costumes festooned with bandages soaked in fake blood and cobwebs had
been terrorising people for days. ‘Trick or Treat’. More
like ‘Threat or Sweets’. Some hapless folk, out of tune with modern
Halloween mania, had lit bangers pushed through their letter boxes
and stones thrown at their windows after turning away the little and
not so little devils on their doorsteps. This year Halloween had
fallen on a Sunday, the Lord’s Day, and the vicar felt compelled to
act and organised a party for the children of the After School
Club plus The Sunday School plus any of their friends and
relatives who wanted to come along. The event had been a success as
parents of all religions and none, relieved of the obligation
to organise Halloween activities, had packed their children off to
the church hall and enjoyed a Sunday afternoon of peace and quiet.
She’d been surprised when the letter came from the vicar appealing for past ‘members’ of the After School Club to help with the party. But she’d said yes. She had nothing else to do. Snapchat and Tik Tok and Instagram had been full for days of teenagers in ever changing post-apocalyptic costumes and rivalry was stirring between the hosts of different Halloween parties. Not that it mattered to her. Not much. She wasn’t part of the cool crowd, her best friend was tied up with a big family reunion and her old friends from primary school seemed to be more interested in boys these days. Even though she wasn’t remotely interested in Halloween she felt left out. Alone.
I woke very
early; it was getting light; a thin and hazy brightness; all the signs of a
fine autumn day. I opened the kitchen door and felt the cool air, still damp,
and admired the dewy leaves, now showing hints of tan and gold.
I thought I saw a movement and quietly climbed the steps to the garden, passing the bird bath, the rotary line, the table and chairs now damp and uninviting, until I reached the highest level.
There he was, an old man, with pale tired skin and eyes reddened and weary with too much life. He wore a cloth cap and a warm jacket that had seen better days, grubby trousers and well used brown boots. He showed no surprise at seeing me and no embarrassment at being found in my garden, but I was hesitant and slightly afraid. Where had he come from? Did I leave the gate open?
The scream seemed to be coming from one of the treatment rooms that sat in the middle of the retreat's largest lawn: a timber and paper Japanese tea house that had been christened the 'Meditation Space'.
Holly Green was first to awaken, her hazel eyes peering through a wild tangle of curly golden-blond hair at the sight before her. The victim, Francois Faulkner, who had been leading the meditation session, had an olive complexion, curly dark brown hair in a long braid, and green eyes. He was now pale, face-down on the floor, covered in blood. Standing over him, with a knife in her hand, dripping with blood was little Penny Lane. Staggering backwards, she screamed again, and dropped the knife, shaking. Her already pale complexion had turned grey. The second scream aroused the others that had shared the space with them.
Chapter 1
There was no possibility of the family going for a winter walk that day, Mum was baking and dad was doing his home improvements. Gladys recalled her ten year old self and remembered the frightening night. It was the Christmas holidays, a hectic period, when mum baked Christmas cakes for the whole town.
Dad always chose to give the sitting room a fresh coat of paint the very week it was overflowing with mum’s seasonal creations. Every surface held a cake. White emulsion splashed on to the white sugary decoration would have been a disaster and when it occasionally happened there were fireworks.. Mum was famous for her cakes; the marzipan was formed from the very best ground almonds and her special technique with white icing was to add a teaspoon of glycerine to the mix to make it splendidly less brittle. Gladys looked back on the old house with conflicting feelings. After this day, she was never at ease there again. The house, near the canal, had low ceilings and uneven walls. Her father dealt with the irregular walls by applying thick layers of plaster and obscuring the defects as best he could, one of dad’s favourite pastimes.
‘What the eye does not see, the heart does not grieve over,’ he would say, she reminisced.
The effect was successful because with an old fork, he swirled the wet plaster in a pattern resembling ocean waves, thus concealing the lumps and bumps.
Gladys remembered it was Sunday when the accident happened;
Gladys never liked the dark, even now now in her senior years, and she remembered being afraid to go to bed that night. Uncle Charles, dad’s brother had come to stay for the weekend and as there was no spare bed he was to sleep in Gladys’s room. She was to sleep on a camp bed in the Big Room. Gladys was afraid of the Big room which was at the top of the stairs on the left, just where the staircase turned right onto the narrow landing. She used to think that going upstairs was like entering a big cupboard because the staircase was steep and confined and enclosed by a door. Every night when going up to bed, she rushed past the Big room door, saying ‘Please keep me safe.’ She didn’t think mum ever heard.
Candles kept in a kitchen drawer were soon in place in empty jam jars, giving a spooky glow to the rooms. Gladys clearly remembered her dread of bedtime that night and of mum taking her up to her temporary bed. It was in the middle of the Big room floor but welcoming with sheets and blankets and her favourite bed spread. Mum knew Gladys was miserable but calmed her by singing a much loved lullaby. No candle was left for Gladys in case it fell over, but moonlight through the thin pale curtains lit up the room causing the furniture to loom large and threatening. A piano by one wall and a long dark sideboard appeared huge in the weak moonlight. After mum had gone downstairs, the door of the sideboard squeaked terrifyingly when it opened of its own accord. A draft from the ill-fitting windows disturbed the curtains, causing them to billow and create eerie shadows.
Gladys remembered shutting her eyes tight and putting her head under the blankets but couldn’t empty her mind of dad’s ghost stories. Mum’s grandmother Rose had lived in the house before them and she had told dad that an old woman haunted the Big room. None of the family had seen her except dad who said she had once past him on the stairs. Gladys shuddered at the thought, just as she had that night.
A grandfather clock stood sentinel across one corner and rays of moonlight heightened its features. Gladys had forgotten about the clock and at eleven o’clock the unexpected chimes frightened her even more.
She thought of Cinderella’s rich ballgown turning to rags at midnight. She touched her own nightgown to make sure it still felt the same. How shocking when it did not. What had happened to the comforting soft fabric? Her gown felt rough and there were no self-covered buttons, only an opening at the neck. Nor could she feel the little collar that completed her own cosy nightie. She stroked her hair. Gladys wore it short and tidy but tonight long hair tumbled over her shoulders. In the moving shadows it looked fair, not her own dark shade.Gladys reminisced on the fear that overcame her when she heard the sound of voices. Peering over the covers she saw the door open. An old woman, small and stooping and wearing a shawl entered followed by a tall younger woman in a long dark gown. They both held candles in shiny brass holders which reflected the candlelight. The younger woman set hers on the piano. Gladys lay rigid and closed her eyes; she didn’t want to see them or the visitors to notice her.
‘Rosie is asleep so let’s be quiet as mice. Where shall we hide them mum? In the usual place?’
‘It’s the best place’, the old woman replied, ‘And then we can be sure your dad won’t find them. He’ll spend it on rum and beer and we’ll have no money for Christmas. How much is there? I thought I counted thirty guineas, You’re a good woman Beatrice, doing that beautiful needle work for the big house and their grand wedding. These guineas will tide us over till spring, as long as your dad doesn’t get his hands on them.’
Gladys held her breath as she recalled that her great grandmother, who she had never known, was called Beatrice. Her grandmother, who had recently died, was named Rose. Rose was her own mother’s mother. She touched her night gown again. And her hair.
Beatrice collected her candle and moved with her elderly mother to the fireplace. The old woman told her daughter to search for a tiny hook and catch on the left hand pillar of the fireplace and it would release a little door. Behind the door she would find a cubby hole. Gladys heard murmurings as the women conferred, followed by a metallic sound of the coins being placed in the cavity. She lay motionless, terrified for her life. The women moved from the fireplace and Beatrice guided her mother towards the door. The hinges strained as they closed it behind them and in a moment, they were gone.
Chapter 3
Elderly Gladys remembered afresh the panic that overcame her that night so long ago. She could still imagine her hot and clammy hands. Young Gladys was alone again and rigid with fright. She touched her nightgown again but this time felt the old familiar fabric. She felt for the tumbling hair but felt only her own short bob.
‘I’m not Rose, I’m Gladys, I’m Gladys!’
She tiptoed out of bed and fearfully approached the closed door. She painstakingly opened it and peeped through. There was no one there.
She bolted down the stairs to find her mother. Mum was astonished at her colourless face and burning hands and thought she must have a fever. The story poured out and mum listened in disbelief.
‘You’ve got overtired and had a dream dear girl, let’s get you back to bed and I’ll bring you some hot milk.’
‘Mum, I never want to sleep in that room again. Please can I sleep with you and dad? I’ll lie still and not fidget’
You mustn’t be frightened by a dream Gladys. It sounds like a nightmare and no wonder after the fright we all had today. Poor dad is still upset.’
‘Mum, please let’s go and see if there really is a cupboard where the old lady said. I promise if there isn’t I won’t be silly and I will go back to bed. Has that fireplace been there a long time?
‘Oh yes, it would always have been part of the house, it’s extremely old. Let’s go and look and put your mind at rest.’
Gladys, still panic stricken, followed her mum into the Big room and they stooped to examine the fireplace.
‘Look mum, there is a little catch! It’s so small you can hardly see it.’
Gladys recalled her mother feeling for the catch and opening the concealed door. She almost fainted with shock.
‘Mother, what’s there? Is there anything at all? Please let me see.’
Mum took a minute to compose herself then reached in the tiny cupboard and brought out a handful of golden guineas.’
‘Oh Mum, You see! I was telling the truth. Those people did come. Do you think they were ghosts? I’ve never seen more than one guinea at once. Are we rich mum?’
Mum gave an apprehensive smile and put her arms around Gladys.
‘Who would have thought it’ she said.
Elderly Gladys remembered how her mother had almost fainted. Rose had been her mother.
‘One more thing mum, I want to look on of the piano’
Gladys stood on tiptoes and there, where she had seen Beatrice place her candle holder, was a little pool of newly set wax.
‘Oh mum’ she said,‘Please please let me sleep with you tonight.’
Old Gladys closed her eyes. She reminded herself it was 2019 and time to go to bed in her cosy bedroom with en-suite.
Young Gladys had never had to sleep in the Big Room again.
Gladys remembered shutting her eyes tight and putting her head under the blankets but couldn’t empty her mind of dad’s ghost stories. Mum’s grandmother Rose had lived in the house before them and she had told dad that an old woman haunted the Big room. None of the family had seen her except dad who said she had once past him on the stairs. Gladys shuddered at the thought, just as she had that night.
A grandfather clock stood sentinel across one corner and rays of moonlight heightened its features. Gladys had forgotten about the clock and at eleven o’clock the unexpected chimes frightened her even more.
Chapter 3 Elderly Gladys remembered afresh the panic that overcame her that night so long ago. She could still imagine her hot and clammy hands. Young Gladys was alone again and rigid with fright. She touched her nightgown again but this time felt the old familiar fabric. She felt for the tumbling hair but felt only her own short bob. ‘I’m not Rose, I’m Gladys, I’m Gladys!’ She tiptoed out of bed and fearfully approached the closed door. She painstakingly opened it and peeped through. There was no one there. |