We all conform, with synchronized menstrual
cycles and hurting hearts, except when I don't. They often demand to know her
body’s whereabouts: I keep quiet. Ironic, isn’t it? They don't care she was “Filth,
“dealing death as readily as drugs. Parole denied, but I can wait. Another six
months is nothing, when you’ve survived heroin.
But I won't see the Stour again. I must head
North, away from undone lives and dirty needles, trail my fingers in the Wharfe,
drown every last vestige of bloodlust. Fresh prison gossip whispers she lives, faked
her death, has new identity. The crime I was framed, tried and punished for calls-no,
compels me! I still have shocking connections-assistance and vindication guaranteed!
Filth would be minced, devoured, digested, picked up piecemeal in plastic poop
bags.
Lucky for her they can't hold me in Worcestershire,
as they hold me here. On 23rd March, 2020, I flee home.